OH DEAR!

We have this dance thing in pe tomorrow and I'm totally not ready. In the first part of this dance thig, the routine requires a lot of hip movement, which in turn I do not have at all.

I have no body coordination  whatsoever. I have no sense of rhythm and most of all I have two left feet!!!

I LOOK AWKWARD AS HELL WHEN I ATTEMPT TO DANCE!!! AND HERE I AM TRYING MY BEST NOT TO LOOK AWKWARD, TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE DANCER STEPS WHILE GYRATING MY HIPS AS DECENTLY AS POSSIBLE !!!(which is not happening btw)

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?!

Oh gawd....

They're actually breathing!!

 

陰気な

I feel so melancholic right now... 

I don't even know...

Maybe because I feel tired or something like that...

I'm just not in the mood today...

I want to be alone and let my thoughts flow and be out in the wind....

I just need to get my shit together....

I feel like my life's out of whack right now... For me, nothing's going right and everything's just wrong. I can't even think right. I just smile like nothing's wrong but inside me, there's a turmoil going on inside my head and as of rught now it can't be fixed. I just seriously want to do something alone.

Be alone for sometime to get my shit together and let everything slide...

(I think I need to be funny, even just for a bit. It's like the obligatory funny thing of the day.)

It's hard to fangirl outside... ｖ（＾＿＾ｖ）♪

I'm outside... Which is kinda weird but that's not the problem here.

So I was... As usual... Watching Alice Nine videos and for no particular reason, I watched 「Heart of Gold」Hiroto ver.

And so, like the normal human being that I am, my fangirl feels decided to just gush out and shit...

Fortunately,

My body did a good job holding it in, but still I cracked a smile...

Fuck you Hiroto, fuck you and your overall cuteness  

and a generous serving of hotness.