Shit ain't happening any time soon

I have 3 quizzes tomorrow and I'm here doing absolutely nothing. Like what the fuck?! I have no motivation to do anything. I willed myself to read it, even once but here I am doing this random risiculous post out of nowhere instead of reading my notes. What kind of human being am I?

Ngayon ko lang na realize kung gaano ka lonely amg buhay ko. Yung mga dati mong kaibigan, meron ng mga bagong kaibigan. Yung mga dati mong kaibigan, magkakasama na ngayon at naging masaya together. Bigla tuloy ako napaisip kung ano nga ba yung meron sa amin noong dati? Rebound lang ba ako? Sabit lang ba? Pamalit lang kapag wala na talagang choice? Ano ba talaga kasi ako? Sabihin natin na hindi ako mahilig sa mga "tara, labas tayo!" Pero ni isa kasi sa mga kaibigan ko dati wala man lang nag-alok. Medyo nakakahurt. 

Ngayong second year, first sem. Mag-isa nanaman ako. May mga kakilala nga pero hindi naman kami close.

Ngayon na magsisimula ang buhay ko na pagiging loner.

Kailan kaya ako makakahanao ng kaibigan na tatagal?

Reminders

What needs to be done:

1. Love Stage!!

2. Kuroshitsuji:Book of Circus

3. Haikyuu!

4. Free! Iwatobi high school swim club

5. Free! Eternal summer

6. Utapri 1&2

7. Kuroko no Basuke 2

8. Cardfight!! Vanguard (116, for good measure)

What is done:

┐(￣ー￣)┌

Me the next few days:

Way into deep

I'm way into deep a fandom, and I just started like a week. 

I'm discovering things I shouldn't be discovering, things I should be discovering like ten weeks into a fandom.

I'm a stupid fan.

GO AWAY "FRIENDS"!

Sometimes, things are just not really meant to be. No matter how much I try to make it work, it just not hits them. I know this is going to sound shallow as fuck but they always copy other people's homeworks. I've never seen them do math homeworks by themselves ever in my life. I have never. They always come to school early and all they do is copy other people's homework and they get high grades. While I try my hardest to solve it on my own and get the wrong answers. They didn't even try. They get high class standings because of their, i don't know, stupidity and laziness, while I slave myself off trying my best to even understand the lessons. It's also so fucking frustrating that they copy from ke at times and then they pass it on like they were the ones who did it. Can't we not?!

There are also times wherein i feel left out. They always talk about something I don't know, in front of my face and laugh at it like there's no tomorrow. And also, every fucking thing about them is an issue. Someone forgot to call, it's a fucking issue. You were tricked because of your stupidity and because your gullible, another issue. You got cheated on, another issue, but please not on my birthday. It's my day not yours, even if you did surprise me at the evening, i did feel neglected during the whole duration of the day. SO KINDLY FUCK OFF

I EVEN BOUGHT YOU GIFTS BUT NOOOO, YOU DID NOTHING. 

YOU ABUSED ME AND I'M SICK OF IT.

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

My earphones broke....

*sits in a corner accompanied by ugly sobbing*

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I'm not achieving anything... I should be doing something, like my homework, but unfortunately I'm here doing this:

SHOULD REALLY BE DOING THINGS BUT NOT! :P

I'm back....

Though nothing really happens here...

I give you a Shou looking weird as fuck, because reasons, Okay?

I'm OUT!!

I just want it to work.

Feeling ko lang.

Feeling ko hindi na maoorder yung things na gusto ko. Parang ayaw naman nila at parang hindi naman sila willing tumulong kaya feeling ko huwag na lang.