I feel like a bad fan... T^T

I'm an avid fan of Alice Nine and last night, they livestreamed a concert... And as usual I wasn't able to watch it in any way...

I go on tumblr and all I see are posts of the said concert and I'm just there sitting and being envious at people who were able to watch...

I should've tried to watch even just a bit... Just a little bit, but unfortunately, this poor soul did not...

And now everyone's talking about how fun it was, watching them and I'm here clueless about all the things...

I just feel like a bad fan because I don't know what everyone else is talking about. I wasn't there and all the shit fans think when they miss something everyone watched, heard or read...

I JUST FEEL HELLA STUPID...

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