It's just been five months since I've entered college. I didn't want to get attached to anyone 'cause I know we won't be staying together for that long. It's not that I didn't want to have friends, it's just hard to say goodbye to things or to people you hold so dearly. It wasn't easy when I was in high school; and it's not gonna get easier this college.
i don't like attachment but I get easily attached to things, way too attached. And when you leave them, it's gonna hurt like hell or like you've been run over by a bulldozer a couple of times. It's just gonna hurt.
Somehow, even with my socially awkward and socially unaaceptable behavior, I have made some friends and those friends I would love to call dorks have touched my in ways they I never thought anyone would. Somehow I found a new set of friends that made me feel equally special like my friends made me feel when I was in high school. It wasn't a lot but still it's something.
This block is not a block. Somehow it has become a piece of my heart that's vital to my survival. Not to the point that I would die without it, just to the point that my life wouldn't be complete without it. It's as simple as that.
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